Monday, July 16, 2012

coming back

it's been a long time
since i wanted it this bad
buti don't feel anything now
not even a little bit sad

i don't feel angry
i don't feel depressed
i should be happy it's gone
but this isn't my best

i don't feel joy either
the good feelings are all gone
no love or peace or hope
underneath they were there all along

and now i think there's one thing left
though it'll mean taking a fall
i think i'd rather feel the pain
than feel nothing at all

so self injury is coming back
i'll just hide it really well
and everyone will think i've gotten better
no one will ever tell


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