Heaven or Hell??

Slit my wrists
Slit them deep
Watch me fall
Into an endless sleep

Don't bother trying
To wake me in the dawn
The hospital can't save me
I'm already gone

Either gone up to heaven
Or through the fiery gates of hell
Until your turn comes up
You won't ever tell

I haven't been angelic
In my life so far
I've been much more of a devil
Hanging out in bars

So I don't think I'll go up
Now that I'm finally dead
They'll take one look at this life I've lived
And send me down instead