I Want To Give Up

i want to give up
run away from the pain
get away from this place
find a hole,
where i can curl up,
and eventually die.

i don't need happiness,
i've lived without it this long.

i just need to forget,
everyone and everything.

i don't need anyone's help.
everyone's tried helping,
but look what it brought me,
nothing.

i just wanna give up.