maybe..

maybe i want you to see
maybe i want you to see what happens
when there's too much to deal with
and i can't handle it all anymore

maybe i want you to see
but not get all worried
the way people tend to react
when they first find out what i do

maybe i want you to see
but not try to be a hero
by telling parents, and teachers, and doctors
cause they don't really understand anyway

maybe i want you to see
but i don't want you to change
to suddenly be more careful
cause you don't want to set me off or something

maybe i want you to see
but i don't want you to try and stop me
because it's easier to just let things be

because cutting is all i have
why would you want to take that away??