Kiss Of Death

i'm in between 2 worlds
with a tough decision to make
should i choose to go on living?
or just die, for goodness sake?

i know the choice that i "should" make
the one that's the "right thing to do"
people think i should "choose life"
but, if only those people knew

if they knew how much it hurts
for me to go on this way
they wouldn't think of asking me
to stay another day

if they knew how much pain i felt
every minute i'm alive
i know they'd never dream
of me even trying to survive

i just know, if they understood
they wouldn't expect me to go on like this
they would support me in my decision
to surrender to death's kiss