One day - you'll hear....

One day
you'll hear
about how they found me
hiding in the bathroom
with a kitchen knife
slashing at my wrists
screaming, hysterically
how much i wanted to die

-> and it will be ALL your fault

one day
you'll hear
that I'm in the hospital again
not for attempted suicide this time
but for blood loss
there were too many
they were too deep
it was too much
i couldn't stop
i couldn't slow the blood
i couldn't cut out the pain

->and it was ALL your fault

one day
you'll hear
"the funeral's next Tuesday"
I'm dead
I've finally done it
I'm finally gone
and you'll never have to put up with me again
I'm dead and I'm never coming back
gone forever

->and it's ALL your fault

My Child,

Give me your hate
Give me your fear
Give me your worries
And they'll disappear

Give me your sadness
Give me your pain
Give me your storms
And I'll stop the rain

Give me your hurt
Give me your tears
I'll use my eraser
And wipe your slate clear

Give me the pieces
Of your broken heart
Give me your world
As it falls apart

Give me your problems
I'll bear them for you
Give me your life
Until it is through

Give me your future
Give me your soul
Give me the pieces
And I'll make you whole

Give me your love
I'll always love you
Give me your all
I gave mine for you

Love,
God